What Is This Place? Where Are You Going? Where Am I Going?
Questions about you, I can't answer but Welcome to my Dwelling Place...my thoughts, my beliefs, my emotions, my strengths, my weaknesses, my victories, and my happiness.
I feel this strong sense of change coming over me-scratch that I feel a this strong sense of much needed growth taking over, preparing to sit me at the table of AWESOMENESS. This feeling isn't unusual but quite familiar, it is so strong that it doesn't allow me to sleep some days. SMH Images and Ideas envelope my thoughts which should be my dreams but again, I'm not sleep. I don't mind but I often forget a few things, so here is where I will remember. The only downfall...puffy eyes and heavy eye lids tomorrow at work. Should I rethink this.....naw Its Worth IT!
As I raise my fist to knock on the door of next year, there are people and a few things who will be left outside of the door. (1)Tomorrow I get a new a cell phone {For a year and half I was Dare-ing, but now I am excited about tasting the Crack of the Berry...BlackBerry that is. In smoky violet, I'll take a new Curve on life!} If your name and number don't make it through security you will not be able to board my private jet called Life! It was nice to meet you but obviously you weren't producing--take that how you want to. (2) I have baptized 2010 as my year of STRENGTH and PROGRESSION therefore Weakness, Selfishness, Arrogance, Ignorance, Dependency, and Doubt are not invited. Throughout 2009 I made steps to forgive and let go things of the past. Silly me. I was giving away power...that's why my light wasn't shinning as bright! (3) As for everything/everyone else that has wasted time and never had my best interest in mind, no long sentences: Fuck You, Pack Your Shit and GO!!!!
*Ahhhhhh* that feels much better! As much as I hate writing papers, I enjoy blogging. 4 minutes to 5, 4 hours until work, 14 hours until 2010. I'm going bed...hopefully.
*Growing* *Loving* *Smiling*
...::*V I O L A B L A C K*::...
